We are going to spend our first Christmas together very soon! Sorry you will be opening one gift this year. But I have been giving you gifts throughout the month anyway.
I miss you so much and I can’t wait to see you.
I am so sorry for the way I have been acting today. I am just upset that I can’t talk to you as much as I’d like. That’s very selfish of me, but all I can really say is that I miss you. I don’t know how to handle being away from you for a long period of time.
Gosh, when I heard that sad voice of yours over the phone, I knew I fucked up. Don’t you ever let the idea of me not loving you slip into your head. Ever. I love you so much, more than anything or anyone. You’re everything I want. Everything I need. I would never throw away our relationship just because I’m upset about not being able to talk to you. I wouldn’t throw away something so special, something that means the absolute world to me. I will never stop loving the most amazing guy. I promise you, Seth.
For thanksgiving, I realized how very thankful I am of you. I am so glad you’ve been here for me, through everything that has happened. Thank you so much.
Seven months today. Seven months of happiness with you. You are the absolute best boyfriend I could ever dream of. You make me feel like the most special girl in the entire universe. Thank you so much. I appreciate everything you do for me. Simply being with you makes me so happy. Happy anniversary babe. I hope there are more to come in the next following years.
Could you believe we are 791 miles apart from each other? It seems rather unreal to know this.
I daydream of us living in Florida, in a cozy little house. Maybe in a suburb, where the days and nights are warm. By that time, we would have our own little one, someone who is a part of both of us. I don’t know… It’s just a silly, distant dream.
Since being with you for almost seven months, I’ve come to realize that ‘fate’ is real. You know how I know that? It’s because I met you Betsy, you really changed my life in many ways. Before I met you I had been deeply depressed for 2-5 years. I was always in a shitty mood, and honestly didn’t think life was worth living. I had been planning suicide for about three years. My life was horrible (…) I never thought that my life would be worth living until i met this goddess. You have made my life worth living. I wake up every morning thinking about you. I’m sorry that I don’t show it that much but in reality you’re all I think about. Betsy, do you know I love you more than my family? I mean if I lost you there wouldn’t be anything in this world to keep me here. My love for you is unimaginable. I would take a bullet for you without any hesitation. I really don’t think you comprehend the intensity of my love towards you. I can honestly say that you the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I used to love waiting for you to one through the front door so I could hug, squeeze, and kiss you. But on a serious note, I’m not in this relationship for sex. Sex is nothing. I’m sorry if I get a little too horny for you. It’s just a way of expressing to you how much I love you. I also want to apologize to you about the night I blew up on you. U did not mean what I said, I was just so frustrated at the fact that I was alone, away from you, and that you were with that faggot Nate kid. I am here for your best interest. We are soul mates. We are meant to be together. There are so many thing in common we have it’s crazy. We both like drawing, we both like the pulp in our orange juice. We’re both crazier than hell, especially our crazy faces. We both like the same music. We both like smoking Jane. We both like cats more than dogs. We both suffered depression and sadness. We are meant to be together till the end, and I whole heartedly believe that. Betsy, I adore everything about you. You’re funny. You’re smart. You’re an amazing artist. You have a good taste in music. You are beautiful, kind, and precious to me. There is nothing in this world that would keep me from loving you. Betsy, I want to be your husband, your best friend, and I want to be the father of ‘our’ child. When we had the pregnancy scare for the first time, I was like ‘fuck!’ But this time it was different in a way. I was still thinking ‘fuck!’ buy j had this feeling that everything was going to be fine and everything would work out. I would be honored to be the father of your child. Betsy, I do have a confession… You’re the woman I want to be best friends, boyfriend and girlfriend, husband and wife, and father and mother with. I would gladly be all of this things. ‘LOVE’ is an understatement when talking about you. I wish there were better words to describe to you. You’re the #1 most special, inexpendable, person in my life. You’re the first girls I’ve took a poop on the phone with. First girl I’ve ever proposed to. The first girl I can be 100% myself with. First girl I could ever call my bestfriend/girlfriend/fiancé/wife. First girl I’ve ever thought about let alone wrote this much about. My mind is just pouring out all these things and feelings for you. (…) Betsy ‘I do’ want to be with you for all eternity an I hope you feel the same Seth Taylor, November 10 ‘11
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
My Chemical Romance | Demolition Lovers
I’m trying, I’m trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold
tumblrbot asked: WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?
Tumblr bot, the answer would definitely have to be talking to seth, or more like him letting me rant. Or food.